Ah fuck those pooftas anyway. So by the sounds of it you went through the rest of your education online, onya for finding the drive within yourself to actually accomplish that my dude.
That sounds like a long time inside, anon. Are you making sure your body gets the nutrients it needs? I've been inside for months at end and have friends who have spent years inside and having your body slowly rot before your eyes is a tragedy no man should face. You can get supplements for vitamins (Vit D is essential coz you get that from the sun) that come in these bottles that have like a hundred tablets in them so they can last you around 3 months and that's 3 months you won't have to worry about it. Are you exercising? I know it's super fucking hard to drum up the motivation to do it but you know that anger or sadness these events can trigger within yourself? It helps deal with that, you think clearer and your body is releasing endorphins that heal help boost your immune system that helps regulate your mood better.
I'm not gonna lie, it won't be easy. But it strongly reminds me of this poemhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2lK4LrD8Ii4>BO, where's embeds bud?
Can you tell me more about what you've been doing since highschool, or if you're comfortable enough (you're anon afterall, and we're all one big fucked up lonely family and I'm an open ear for you) could you tell us about that bad experience that made you switch to online school?
Keep ya chin up cobba, love and suppport from ausbro.